For Kristie

Hey Babe, the icon says it all! Thanks for being a great friend! I love you with all my heart, *Alison*

So Confused

I was text messaging him yesterday like I always do, and I was like Do you like me even though im a big nerd? and he was like yeah...so I said grose! y u do u like me? no response...so a lil later I txt message him and say do u wanna know why i like you? and he said y? so i was like because your sexy, funny, sweet, a good friend, a big goofball like me, y do u like me? he still never responded...so im like is that bad? or am I just being my same old paranoid self? Justin went to eat last night with me and mom at this chinese restaruant and while i was in the bathroom, sexpot sent him a txt message saying hey stud muffin! I was like that was my "sexpot"(what I call justin) not me & he was like hey both of you, but i was like oh hes not with me anymore, and i was like what r u doin and he txtd back saying going to a party so i was like oh have fun and then he said i will..anyways I had my phone on all night and he sent me a txt about 2 a.m. saying I hate myself...so now im like hmm what happened and i txtd him asking him but he hasnt replied....so confused on the whole situation because im like I sorta think maybe we should just really be friends and not kiss and hold hands because I think its getting too much of me really caring about him and i'm gonna get hurt...but then im like hmm idk, i really have fun with him and stuff, and justins supposed to find out how much he likes me and stuff...I just dont know anymore, I get so confused and sometimes "paranoid" and ericas like calm down, its ok your just being paranoid....I dont know anymore what to do, I like him a lot and I put myself "out there" a lot with him, as in showing him how much I like him and I hope he doesnt be like omg, this girl likes me a lot, and get all scared. IDK! Im just babbling, sorry! Any advice would be greatly appreciated! ♥ Alison

Thanks

Hey Kristie(angelishkristie) Thanks for the icon! Ur the best! I love you! Oh yeah add "I mess you" to your interests cause that would be so fetch!

He Called Me!

Oh im so happy right now! He called me and made me feel so much better! All this shits going on with my uncle, he started crying on the phone with my mom cause he was thinking about his brother glenn who passed away like almost 2 weeks ago...and then glenns daughter in-laws stepmom's niece(confusing) is in the same hospital because she had a stroke and today they told the family they needed to decide whether to pull the plug or not. But he called and I didnt answer my cell and tryed to call him from work and then he called me back and im like call my work and hes like i dont know the number, call me. So then he was like I miss you...I mean I mess you..and i was like aww me too! he was like u miss you and i was like no, u! Hes like I miss your kisses, I said oh horrible and hes like i know im a horrible kisser...god were so gay! Were not even together and we act like this, so weird! I havent been this happy in a long time...I hope I dont get hurt and our friendship doesnt get ruined. Love yall! *Alison*